JIWA KOSONG

Tak tahu nak tulis apa..... Padahal macam- macam yang berlaku.... 

Sehingga kini aku masih di daerah ini... Ikutkan memang sangat terluka bila dapat tahu pertukaran guru besar... Siapalah aku kan? Tak de yang pandang pun kesusahan aku.... Perut rasa.... Bertungkus lumus buat itu buat ini, hanya untuj kepentingan orang lain.... Dan aku masih terkebik- kebil di sini.... Kejamnya semua.

Pergantungan aku hanya pada Allah, dia yang membuka dan menutup jalan untuk semua rencana ini... Yakinkan aku, suatu masa nanti saat yang aku impikan akan muncul... 

Penat, tak usah lah nak cerita.... Kadang nak urus diri pun kacau bilau... Huh!!!! 

Dah lah, tak tahu nak cerita ....

Tentang Eric

 Ni sebenarnya kesinambungan post semalam... pasal si Eric yang kerja Pilot tu... 

Aku ada minta Facebook dia... katanya dia tak online sangat Facebook tu... tak kisah lah...aku nak tengok sejauh mana kau tu wujud... gigih aku cari... ramai juga yang nama Eric Tan ni... mula tu aku cari from Singapore... tak de yang sama muka cam dia bagi gambar tu... thenz semalam dia cakap kerja kat Austin, Texas... Terus Taip Eric Tan, Austin Texas.... Hah!!!! keluar pun... situ memang from Singapore... Nampak sangat dia sign in Facebook tu untuk menipu... baru lagi dalam bulan Ogos... gambar ada 3 keping... friend list tak de sekor pun... dan yang buat aku gila... yang like gambar tu, geng-geng makhluk kulit hitam legam.... Fuh... kau pasang perangkap kan.... Pilot konon... ingat aku gelabah dengan sekeping gambar hensom tu.... 

Ok, aku dah tahu .... Lepas ni mesti kau akan cakap, nak pinjam duit kan... nak balik singapore tak de duit...weh!!! kau bawak lah kapal terbang tu balik rumah kau... 

Last malam tadi, kau cakap "Just landed now"... 

Kenapa dengan dia ni?

 Eric Tan, [17.08.20 10:45]

Hello dear

Eric Tan, [17.08.20 10:45]

How are you doing today

Ayang tie, [17.08.20 10:50]

Hello

Eric Tan, [17.08.20 10:51]

How are you doing over there

Ayang tie, [17.08.20 10:51]

I m work

Ayang tie, [17.08.20 10:52]

Are You working today?

Eric Tan, [17.08.20 10:52]

Okay dear

Eric Tan, [17.08.20 10:52]

Yes

Ayang tie, [17.08.20 10:55]

Where you Work

Eric Tan, [17.08.20 10:56]

I m a pilot

Eric Tan, [17.08.20 10:57]

I m working with American airlines in Austin Texas

Ayang tie, [17.08.20 10:57]

Ohw....

Eric Tan, [17.08.20 10:58]

But I m from Singapore,

Ayang tie, [17.08.20 10:59]

Its fun...

Eric Tan, [17.08.20 10:59]

Thank you

Ayang tie, [17.08.20 11:00]

I m teacher

Eric Tan, [17.08.20 11:00]

Okay

Eric Tan, [17.08.20 11:00]

It's primary or secondary school teacher

Ayang tie, [17.08.20 11:01]

Primary school

Eric Tan, [17.08.20 11:02]

Okay

Eric Tan, [17.08.20 11:02]

Have you chart with foreigners before?

Ayang tie, [17.08.20 11:02]

No

Eric Tan, [17.08.20 11:03]

But you are charting with me

Eric Tan, [17.08.20 11:03]

Haha

Ayang tie, [17.08.20 11:03]

Yes...

Ayang tie, [17.08.20 11:03]

You only

Eric Tan, [17.08.20 11:03]

What about your husband?

Eric Tan, [17.08.20 11:03]

Okay

Ayang tie, [17.08.20 11:07]

We love each other

Eric Tan, [17.08.20 11:07]

Nice to hear that

Eric Tan, [17.08.20 11:07]

A Happy home what I wish for?

Ayang tie, [17.08.20 11:10]

Are you marriged

Eric Tan, [17.08.20 11:11]

Yes,but I lost my wife on a fatal accident

Ayang tie, [17.08.20 11:12]

Oh... Sorry 😭

Eric Tan, [17.08.20 11:14]

That is okay

Eric Tan, [17.08.20 11:14]

Thank you

Ayang tie, [17.08.20 11:16]

You have child?

Eric Tan, [17.08.20 11:16]

No dear

Eric Tan, [17.08.20 11:22]

Are you on WhatsApp?

Ayang tie, [17.08.20 11:23]

Yes

Ayang tie, [17.08.20 11:23]

Are you have facebook

Eric Tan, [17.08.20 11:24]

Not always online on Facebook

Eric Tan, [17.08.20 11:24]

Send me ur WhatsApp number so that I can add you

Ayang tie, [17.08.20 11:25]

I online with telegram

Eric Tan, [17.08.20 11:27]

Okay

Ayang tie, [17.08.20 11:27]

What your nikename facebook

Eric Tan, [17.08.20 11:28]

But u can send me ur WhatsApp number okay

Eric Tan, [17.08.20 11:28]

My is Eric tan

Eric Tan, [17.08.20 11:51]

Thank you

Eric Tan, [17.08.20 11:57]

Already send messages on WhatsApp

Kembar lah sangat

 Tang mana serupa tak tahu la aku... dah ramai yang cakap muka kami sama....

Siapa dia ni?

Siapa dia eh!!!! 

Sama ada orang tu kenal aku ... atau memang dia pun tak kenal aku.

Eric Tan, [04.08.20 17:29]

Hello dear

Eric Tan, [04.08.20 17:29]

Nice to meet you

Ayang tie, [04.08.20 19:34]

Who are you?

Eric Tan, [04.08.20 23:06]

I m Eric tan from Singapore,may I know where you are from

Ayang tie, [05.08.20 06:16]

What do you want

Eric Tan, [06.08.20 07:51]

Hello dear

Eric Tan, [06.08.20 07:51]

How are you doing today

Ayang tie, [06.08.20 09:38]

I'm work

Eric Tan, [06.08.20 09:39]

Okay

Eric Tan, [06.08.20 09:39]

Hope you had your lunch?

Eric Tan, [06.08.20 09:40]

Do message me when you are little bit free

Eric Tan, [12.08.20 17:09]

Hello dear

Eric Tan, [12.08.20 17:09]

How are you doing today

Ayang tie, [12.08.20 17:18]

Hai

Ayang tie, [12.08.20 17:18]

I'm sick

Eric Tan, [12.08.20 17:19]

Sorry dear

Eric Tan, [12.08.20 17:19]

Hope you went for medication

Ayang tie, [12.08.20 17:51]

Ok thanks

Eric Tan, [12.08.20 17:51]

You are welcome

Eric Tan, [12.08.20 17:52]

Where are you from?

Eric Tan, [13.08.20 15:23]

Not really dear

Eric Tan, [13.08.20 15:24]

How are you doing today

Ayang tie, [13.08.20 16:57]

Not doing anything

Ayang tie, [13.08.20 16:57]

I m rest

Eric Tan, [13.08.20 16:58]

Okay

Eric Tan, [13.08.20 17:02]

Hope you had your lunch

Eric Tan, [13.08.20 19:46]

Are you on WhatsApp

Eric Tan, [14.08.20 14:59]

Hello dear

Eric Tan, [14.08.20 15:00]

How are you doing today

Eric Tan, [14.08.20 19:03]

How are you doing today

Ayang tie, [14.08.20 19:10]

I m still sick....flu

Eric Tan, [14.08.20 19:44]

Sorry dear

Eric Tan, [14.08.20 19:44]

Go to hospital

Eric Tan, [16.08.20 18:16]

Hello pretty

Eric Tan, [16.08.20 18:16]

How are you doing today

Ayang tie, [16.08.20 18:21]

Hai...

Eric Tan, [16.08.20 18:22]

How are you dear

Ayang tie, [16.08.20 18:22]

Nothing

Eric Tan, [16.08.20 18:22]

Okay

Ayang tie, [16.08.20 18:22]

I m fine

Eric Tan, [16.08.20 18:22]

Hope you had your dinner

Ayang tie, [16.08.20 18:22]

Ya

Eric Tan, [16.08.20 18:22]

Good

Eric Tan, [16.08.20 18:22]

Are you working tomorrow

Ayang tie, [16.08.20 18:23]

Not

Ayang tie, [16.08.20 18:23]

I working today

Eric Tan, [16.08.20 18:23]

Okay

Eric Tan, [16.08.20 18:24]

What kind of job do you do

Eric Tan, [16.08.20 18:25]

I mean ur work?

Ayang tie, [16.08.20 18:27]

Yes, i understand... But i dont know who are you

Ayang tie, [16.08.20 18:27]

What do you want...

Eric Tan, [16.08.20 18:28]

You don't have to be scared okay

Eric Tan, [16.08.20 18:28]

I m Eric

Ayang tie, [16.08.20 18:28]

Scary for me

Eric Tan, [16.08.20 18:29]

Is God that link us together

Eric Tan, [16.08.20 18:29]

Send me ur pictures

Ayang tie, [16.08.20 18:31]

....And ur pictures

Eric Tan, [16.08.20 18:32]

Send to me first

Ayang tie, [16.08.20 18:33]

I not ready

Eric Tan, [16.08.20 18:44]

Why are you not ready to send

Eric Tan, [16.08.20 18:59]

Can I see you